Why me Lord?

I’m not sure what I’m doing here. I thought I would have a better clue this year why I was here, but I find myself searching for an answer to the same question I had last year at this time. I do think I have a better grasp at what is expected of me and what opportunities I have that I can bring to this group of new people. It must be that I don’t know anyone well that is here and trying to figure out how I “fit” into the lives of these that I’m going to spend the next 11 weeks with. It is a daunting task to try and wrap my brain around. Lee Ann and I are reading the same devotional, Streams in the Desert, throughout the summer. Today’s reading was Psalm 37:5 – Commit your way to the LORD; trust in him, and he will act, was speaking about giving everything we have, all our cares, all our worries, all our anxieties, all the stuff that we carry around in the palm of our hand and give it to God. Let him hold it, let him grasp it, He will take care of everything that He holds in His hand. We may be tested and we certainly will, but we need to have faith that He is working in every situation in our lives. God acts, God works, God loves, and God is faithful. So, I need to cast all the worries into the loving hand of my heavenly Father and baste in His presence. Right now, I am turning this entire summer over to God, where He leads I will go, what He ask I will do, and the people He puts in my path I will love with the love of Christ. To Him be the Glory.